Apologies. With Shame

Apologies are needed this time.
Flood by works, desires,and greed,
the cultivation finished successfully,
and the plants are still confound.

Contamination are cover by jokes, but those jokes are true.
Without freedom, they are circulating in front of their eyes,
flowing in their bloodstream, every single seconds. 

Everything is conditional.
Nothing is unconditional.
Indeed, there are some appreciation and reverence.
Yet, it's about what their peers done, not who they are.

I am sorry.
Nothing can be atoned.
Shame apologies are the last thing could be offered.
The only hope - Might what we planted today can be developed and flourished someday, before it parched.

James 4:7 Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. 

Which I needed to be too, in order to resist my own addiction and the devil.

Happy Thanksgiving.

Like Rasheed, Like Mean

You should be more aggressive and cruel when you are condemning.
Like Rasheed, without holding anything back.
So you'll know what are really talking about.

And I'll know what you want.

Wake Up

I finally woke up.
I realize she is just using me as a tool.
And the worse part is - I didn't even get any paid.