Nightmare

In my opinion, 

Sacrifice our sweat for others pain - HARD
Sacrifice our blood for others pain - SUPER HARD
Sacrifice our lives for others pain - This is way too much!!!
Yet, other Lord Jesus Christ already give his sweat, blood and even lives for other pain.
At least, we know that our nightmares will be over someday in the future,
and more celebration are coming!

Deed II

Recently, I always feel I was love not because of me but my deed.
and I am being hated because of me and my deed.

I know, I know. I am such a sinner.

New Year Resolution

My New Year resolution is:
Speaks less, works more.
Speaks unless I really need to.

because that is what I believe now.
This world would be just so much better without my trash funny words.

Is it means to be broken?
or mean to be change?
Remember here, in God eyes, we are not perfect.
And in some situation, we might forget or have to break our commitment because we have to.
A commitment still need to be made.
It's about progression, not perfection.

At least, I have a mind set to tell me to be silent due to extreme circumstances.
Better than make no commitment and keep abuse myself and ppl who I love.