My 2013 Review

I want to be patient.
I am unwilling to step up to do any church things
My churchmates ask me to step up right away.
When I step up and doing what I used to do,
they asked me to stop.

When I choose to stop and walk away from it,
they are asking me if I could do it again.

I think It just me.
I shouldn't let others know how serious I used be.
I should just display my goofy side all day.
Right? Isn't it?

Stop

I want to be be frozen for now.
Too much knuckle balls, too much circle changes.
Too much pitches to guess.
Y there is a need to guess.
Is it my fault again?

What u looking for?

What are u looking for?
Are you looking for love?
or success?
or just a good live?
or just find space to hit some innocent punchbags?

When I set the standard high, u guyz said too high.
When I set the standard low, u guyz said too low.
Don't just talk about too high and low.
Let's talk about some sense.
Let's talk about if that is even matter after 1,000 years. 
If not, why bother and spend time to think about the
bones in the egg when there is no bone there.
Everything happens for a reason. 

While it is wasting time to think about it, those judgements hurt me.
Look like we are using our right hand to shoot our left hand. 

I don't know what to do next.
Well, I get no pay for doing any of these anyway.

Holidayz

Everyday is holiday as long as I could find peace in my mind.

Egg Tarts

Today, me and her shared the same egg tart.
and afterward, she forced me to eat another egg tart.

Even though I know our chance is zero,
but I think this is enough.

Desire

Dear me, just forget what happen in that church.
They obvious no need me.

Amaze

What really amaze me is that we are real people, not dead objects,
but we could disappear faster than dead objects.
Like a magic trick, like a glimpse, like the people on the TV screen,
some peoples just disappear right away every time i finish a chapter of my life.

Only pictures could keep our presence a little longer,
but if the truth are telling us we are no longer the same.
Those pictures are just worsen our emotion. 

Pretend to be a bad ppl

Actually, I don't like people pretend to be bad people,
because I don't know if they are going to do good or bad stuffs on us. 
It really takes a lot of incident to tell if a person is good or not.
No one could tell if we are good, but our deeds do.

The Great

We don't claim her as the great for nothing.
We call her and still calling her the great
because she turned a selfish land into a fruitful place,
to lure some crazy ppl to  be saved through her and Jesus.

If you think that's too simple,
then u don't get the basics.  

事

盡哂人事，關人咩事?

The feel

Still feel like we are pretending to work like adults.
Yet, most of us are twenty something already.
I don't know, I feel we are still very young.