I want to be patient.
I am unwilling to step up to do any church things
My churchmates ask me to step up right away.
When I step up and doing what I used to do,
they asked me to stop.
When I choose to stop and walk away from it,
they are asking me if I could do it again.
I think It just me.
I shouldn't let others know how serious I used be.
I should just display my goofy side all day.
Right? Isn't it?
