Understand

Understand? When would we understand?
There is something we need to understand.
I want to understand it.

Otherwise, for what is the reason to read that much bible?

No Know

After I know they don't want to know what I can do,
I never let them know.

I could still survive anyway.

Being a man

These are reasons why I put away my childish thoughts.

I turn my head to the East
I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the West
Still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the North
Swallow that pill that they call pride
That old me is dead and gone
But that new me will be alright

“When I was a child, I spoke like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I gave up childish ways.” - 1 Corinthians 13:11

Don't Understanding

Hard to live when everyone  misunderstanding don't understand us at all. 

At the midst of our frustration, no one have any mercy for us. 

Yet, they are being even harder on me, and it's helping me to develop my own madness.

And when my madness unleashed,

people didn't try to find out the origin of my madness. 

They just try to stop it, 

and they believe the madness will be stopped.

Exactly, that's what we call in the following Chinese proverb - 

"頭痛醫頭."

This happened few years ago, and eventually It helped me to realize how much people don't want me, and I choose to take a break and leave. 

And from that day on, I never step into that church again. 

And I don't know when I'll feel like to step in again. 

Being Real

I like to be real,
because it could take away all of the fake stuffs.

Still Miss

Still miss them, because they still remember me and ask me to come back time to time.
Especially at the time when I have no value at all.

Thank you for loving me unconditionally,
I always know I don't deserve it.