I do not remember where is this thought coming from but sound very entertaining.

Oh really? Oh really?!
His thoughts bought me back to my undergraduate time,
when I was very naive and immature.
Yet, the following years taught me be real and accept the fact -
these ideal believes will only entertain us for a minute, but hurt everyone forever.

I think we are being real at this point,
and we are going to do such such such for the world?

WAIT A MINUTE, how did you get here?

Thank You

Dear ppl who have followed me all the way from Jireh blog/ xanga. Thank you for your support. Thank you for still reading my blog as you have to access through such weird blog url name. Well, it show how much care you all have on me, and I am much appreciates. And to reward you all, you guyz are going to be the first ppl (well as always) to know my thoughts and decisions about my life.

Finally, I finished this one-year term as the chair of my Christian  fellowship this year, and I would like not to renew my term for next year because I feel too lonely working on this position while I'm not getting paid. I wish I could do others things next year.

Yet, It doesn't mean I like this fellowship. I love to be part of this fellowship. How God have changed our lives amaze me. I am humble and the only things I wanna response to Him are appreciation and obedience.

Thank you God and you all again.

Books and Video Games

Lately, I choose to read and play video games as much as I could again,
because I did too much as the chair of the fellowship again.
True, I need to slow down a bit to get some fresh air from it.

Right, I should do nth about it,
so you guyz find no reason how what I had done.

Even if someone will complain me that i didn't do anything,
I believe the following -
Complain me didn't do anything is always better than complain me I have done too much.

Better, if someone complain me I am too lazy and I should step down.
I would definitely love to step down.

Step up, show me why you are better me in this situation.