Maybe it has to do with the cold weather all the time.
Such weather took away my energy to play actively,
and force me to get quiet and have some quiet time.
And these quiet times last week have given a great deal of awakenings.
At the midst of my lunch nap last week, I suddenly heard the following words from the holy spirits:
"Just because you (Jacob) had given up everything in the United States to honor my parents' wishes, doesn't mean you have the right to get everything you want in Hong Kong. You can't have it, because God has decided to give something else for you and others people, and these items suit His plan and work very well. God have the best plan for you, your families as well as everyone else."
As a result, I am humiliated. I realize I should stop asking God to get me anything, because my requested items are just what I want, and not what I need.
All I need is let His kingdom comes and His wills will be done.
All praise to our Jesus and heavenly Father.
Amen.