勇氣

還要些勇氣　去敢於面對這挑戰...

我會看見　是基督的冠冕~

Losing

Maybe all these experiences on losing are mean to be good, 

because I need to learn how to enjoy the art of acceptance 

while I am at position that I can't do anything about it. 

Go to some place where I could do something about it. 

The Trip Back to Illinois

Yeh, that's right. I ended up cried very badly in CCCC during praising time. It was really coming from nowhere. I'm blessed how Lord led me to there, cultivate my spiritual life there and develop so many unique friendship there. I cried immediately when I reminded how we start things all over again when half congregation are just gone after a series of mistake and misunderstanding. That's the lowest point there, but no one choose to give up. We are still being passionate and hopeful because we know good things will happen if that's the right thing to do. Today, our decedents are still continuing our passion and faith to Him. Lord, thanks for trusting and being faithful on us everyday.

My trip workout pretty well as expected. I also learnt a lot of surprises. I guess that's why I should come back there every year besides witnessing the growth of my niece.

Here is a list of surprises:
1. XCW's maybe boyfriend
2. Daniel Chan and Chen Yu's surprise visit
3. Talking to Pastor Mike
4. Edmund Chu's update
5. Li Yu's poor story on her and Sunny

ah, I am so exciting to work again tomorrow.