Miss

Miss my time and life in Champaign again. Can You bring me back again?

Truth

I don't want to any truth no more.
I just want to work harder and harder.
Let those hard works itself speak out the truth.

Manu Ginobili Can Know

"If Manu Ginobili can come off the bench in San Antonio and not saying a word, so can you?" I think I know where should this statement going to in my life.

GINOBILI

呢個月，咁鬼多野做，十個有九個搵我都係叫我做呢樣做個樣，本來諗住hea佢地就算。不過我再想起Jesus的犧牲，Jane導師當年的恩，當年學校給我的第二次機會，父母多年的support。我唔可以因為把"咁鬼多野做"當作為一個原因而去恩將仇報，相反地，我要做得更好, because there are a lot of stuffs for me to prove, because I have prove nothing in the past. 反正，死，我己不怕，還有甚麼好怕？Ok, and i will take it, and I will take this by myself since I am used to do it on my own anyway.

"Looking back on everything, on how I got to where I am. I don't know if it was because I was running towards something...or running away from it. But that didn't matter. What I did know is, when you run into something... something bigger, something meaner, something with the power to knock you down... you have to trust in yourself, trust that you can get back up and not give in... ever. Cause power isn't just about going forward, it's about not letting anything hold you back. You find it in yourself. You can go anywhere you want." - Patrick Willis, Linebacker for the San Francisco 49ers

Manu Ginobili can know.

Anyway, dear God, thanks for your joke again and I am very much appreciate it. I know you are always this humorous to me. hahahakaaha.

Worse

Learnt the following from one of my bosses, and it helped me to feel better about this world, and it is, "That is not the worst, because it could only keep getting worse." Ironically, this mentality made me feel much better about right now and future.

Walk out

Everytime I walk out like this,
It means i have nothing left for this place.

Everytime I walk out like this,
I am prepared to be forgotten like a dust in the desert.

I start failing to trust this place.