Understanding

Now they said we need to communicate better.
And ask me why didn't I discuss my future plan with them?
I appreciated that someone finally realize there is a need in this.
I waited someone realized after you all went to college.

However, ppl, u have to know something.
I choose to not saying anything since,
I failed to any of you to talk any of my setbacks.
Where were you when I have academic, social, and family problems?
Where were you when I am looking for any solution from you?
You weren't there.
For whatever reason, you just weren't 

Maybe you said  " We need to communicate better."
because you had a bad day either.
because usually, when you have a good day.
You don't bother to look any bad things.
I was actually impress to hear such remark, since i never such from you.
Maybe it's coming from your depress realm.

I hope one day i know what u want.
I helped a lot of ppl out in my friends' world.
I don't believe I can't bear any of you out.

Nevertheless, I finally started getting know you better.
And Im glad you have any problem for giving me hand.